My capstone service learning project involves me being
present in an elementary school garden and helping teach garden class to kids
K-6. Brainstorming interactive activities, allowing chaos with limited
disciplinary action, and inspiring love for the garden is what my job comes
down to. I had no idea how I would affect the kids or how the kids would affect
me through this job but I have come to realize we affect each other in funny
ways through the smallest of interactions.
These kids show excitement over the funniest things like who
will find the first snail in the garden, who will pick out the most worms in
the compost, and who will make the largest fava bean burrito out of fava bean
leaves. They squeal with excitement when they pull out salad turnips from the
ground, and repeatedly wander into the garden asking for a garden job during
their recess.
I was waiting for my first garden class to start this
Wednesday when a little girl wandered into the garden and asked if she could
pick a salad turnip, I said “of course you can”, and then she asked me if I
want one too. I surely did want one too. She picked us both salad turnips,
squealing with excitement when they came out large, then proceeded to wash them
in the sink. The sink had yet to be turned on so she decided to wipe them off
with baby wipes. After she washed my turnip with a baby wipe she handed it to
me who noticed it smelled rather like perfume and a baby’s bottom. I giggled
and told her she had just put chemicals from a plastic sheet onto our turnips
so now it was less safe to eat than when it had come out of the ground. She
turned a little pink and took the baby wipe out of the compost she had just
thrown it into, suddenly realizing what she had done. Then we wiped off our
turnips, laughed, and ate them gladly.
It’s in moments like these where I realize I am not just
sharing joy with these kids, but also taking part in growing practical wisdom.
This girl comes alone to the garden because it’s a place she feels joy. To play
alone in school and not be a sheep to what others want to do is to pursue one’s
own “convictions without hesitation and, equally important, without fear of
judgement” which is not often the case in school (208). Not only does the child
take pride in her joy, she pursues it without anyone needing to be with her, to
guide her or push her to pursue what she wishes to do. With these little
interactions, there comes the hope that these kids will not just grow up to be
computer-washed robots. There comes the hope that the next generation will love
and care for them and the earth, our home as much as I do. There comes the “possibility
of living with the dignity, the bravery, and the gladness that befits a human
being” which is enough to inspire the work I continue to do in their school
garden (210).
While the world is surrounded with many computer-washed kids
that scare me because of what that could mean for our future, the world is
still full of beautiful children who love and care for life. Computer- washed
meaning, addictions to fast paced stimuli, hours wasted on television, weeks of
videogames and a fear of books and the outdoors. Computer- washing scares me
because it is a means to disconnect people from other forms of life. This fear
can be hurtful not just to myself, but others because “when you’re hurting, it feels good to hurt
somebody else. But you have to be careful. If you get addicted to the pain
causing then you start hurting people that don’t need hurting” (196). Truly,
once you see a downfall, everything in turn starts looking down, and “If you
turn into a pain delivering robot, then you start thinking everybody looks like
Mr. Grief and everybody deserves a beating” (196). Not all humans are bad, in
fact I believe all people are good, though many times we do bad things.
Children are the acceptation to bad deeds because they do
what they can within their very limited power and with the little information
they are given. We have to be careful what information we feed them for that
very reason. This does not mean we hide the horrors of climate change, but we
must teach climate change in a way that does not build apathy, but agency to be
the change they wish to see in the world. Children are capable of agency, I
have seen it grow in the garden when they realize they can grow plants from
seeds and grow their own food. Their confidence grows from the fruits of their
physical labor and so does their empathy for living things.
Three boys had just found 2 snails in the garden eating the
Kale which they care for by watering and weeding when they come to the garden.
These snails are understood as bad for the garden so they should be removed.
One child threw the snails over the garden fence to save his Kale plant. The
other two screamed while one screamed “You are hurting nature!” I couldn’t help
but laugh at the urgency and panic of the child while they went to save the snails.
These kids have shown me that “everything is stuffed to the brim with ideas and
love and hope and magic and dreams” from care I have seen them show for the garden
and all things within it (199).
Loeb, Paul Rogat. The Impossible Will Take A While. Basic Books
your ability to see the profound meanings in the details-- especially in interactions with kids-- is beautiful. I love this so much : "This does not mean we hide the horrors of climate change, but we must teach climate change in a way that does not build apathy, but agency to be the change they wish to see in the world. Children are capable of agency, I have seen it grow in the garden when they realize they can grow plants from seeds and grow their own food. Their confidence grows from the fruits of their physical labor and so does their empathy for living things."
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